Conquering 100: My Old Dominion Story
“It’s you against the course against the clock.”
The first time I heard
race director Ray Waldron’s words, I was sweaty and thirsty and fidgeting
uncomfortably in a white folding chair. In the row ahead, a woman frantically
tapped her foot while two seats over, a man was apparently relaxed enough to
read a book. I was sure I could separate the first-timers from the veterans,
but was I just as obviously new to the hundred miler cult? As I struggled to
memorize the slides showing the tricky spots on the course, and listened intently
to tales of runners traveling miles in the wrong direction, a fresh wave of self-doubt
smacked me in the face. What had I gotten myself into? There was no way I could
make the midnight cutoff at Elizabeth Furnace! The race was starting in less than
TWELVE HOURS! Nestled snugly among my family and satiated from an early dinner
of salad, fries, and IPAs at the quaint but cavernous Springhouse Tavern, I had
fleeting fantasies of staying that way forever. Of not even starting the race I
had researched and trained for and invested in and obsessed over for the last
five months.
Old Dominion was not my
original plan. It was supposed to be Vermont. I had imagined spending a week up
north to explore a new state, eat pounds of cheese, taste maple syrup, and, you
know, run 100 miles. But then I heard that Vermont would be utilizing a lottery
system this year. Since I’m generally unlucky regarding random prizes, and
since I was absolutely determined to attempt my first hundred this year, I let
my husband, Johnny, convince me to register for Old Dominion instead. With
Laurel Highlands 70.5 under my belt, I could mostly wrap my head around the
distance, and the 14,000 feet of elevation gain didn’t scare me. But a 28-hour
cutoff? Was that even possible for me? And what about crew? It would also be
Johnny’s first hundred, so not only would we be without each other during the
race, we might kill each other in the weeks leading up to it. This was not a wise
idea.
On June 1, 2019, shortly
before 4 a.m., I hugged my husband and forced back tears when I realized I
wouldn’t see him until the following day. My brother Mike and sister-in-law
Cyndi would be waiting at every possible aid station, but I worried about their
patience and sanity. It may have been my first time running this far, but it
was their first time crewing.
A prayer was said and we
were released into the wild. Seventy-eight headlamps bobbed up and down around
the track of the Shenandoah County Fairgrounds at four o’clock in the morning while
the Chariots of Fire song played through the speakers. Laughing at these five
minutes of frivolity compared with the long and daunting task that awaited me, I
waved to my brother and settled in for a long day. Within the first mile, I
began to feel the stress and buildup of the past few weeks falling away. The time
for worrying was over; I just had to move forward and take care of myself through
two sunrises.
24 hours earlier
I’m up at 4 a.m. as
usual, only instead of getting dressed to run, I’m wandering from room to room;
picking things up and putting them down; and attempting to pack and organize a
suitcase, a cooler, a giant tote bag, and a large plastic tub. There are cartons
of coconut water, an entire jar of bread and butter pickles, and an orange
Jell-o fruit thing. Candied ginger, trail mix, and stinky jalapeno pretzel
pieces. Mini Ritz Bits, peanut butter Toast Chee, Skittles, and Starburst. GUs,
chews, and a bottle of Tylenol. Five pairs of running shoes, three kinds of bug
spray, a tangle of charging cables. Oh, might as well throw in a few more bras
and the novel I’m reading. The coffee pot! DO NOT forget the coffee pot!! Five
hours and a grocery store stop later, we finally squeeze into our overstuffed
car, bound for Woodstock, Virginia.
24 hours later
The early miles and easy
small talk were behind us, and we were becoming more spread out. Observing the
few folks around me, I noticed a guy wearing shorts and a t-shirt, a simple
hydration pack, and no watch. How I envied him for a moment. I wanted to be
free of all this STUFF. I felt ridiculous with my hat and sunglasses and bright
orange ice bandana, my giant Garmin, my vest threatening to burst with
unnecessary things. I felt gluttonous and spoiled thinking about all the junk I
had crammed into every possible space and now expected to have at my disposal.
But the day was heating
up, not every aid station was fully stocked, and I heard those words in my
head: “It’s you against the course against the clock.” With a personal cutoff
of 50 miles in under twelve hours, I needed all the help I could get. Okay, so
I didn’t intend to stop and read my book, and I never touched the Jell-o, but my
preparedness was not completely unfounded. And my crew was indispensable. There
are two things you just can’t put in a drop bag: one is the sight of familiar
faces shouting encouragement and recording unflattering video from the top of a
hill as you shuffle your way up. The other is ice.
Still, despite the
convenience store’s worth of supplies that were waiting for me wherever Mike
and Cyndi were, I wasn’t immune to heat and hopelessness. I hit my first low
point during muddy Duncan Hollow. The flies were buzzing, the sun was beating,
and the climb went on forever. A hint of a headache was creeping in, and my ice
had melted miles ago. I popped some Tylenol and pushed away thoughts of
quitting, although I would later curse myself for not accepting a bottle of
Gatorade (yes, they were handing out entire bottles!) at the Peach Orchard aid
station. If my headache reached migraine status, I would be shut down.
I made it to Crisman
Hollow just in time. And they had ice! I checked in, weighed in, refilled, and emerged
back onto shaded gravel road. By the time I was reunited with my crew, I had
overcome the headache and renewed my confidence. I switched shoes while
balancing on one foot and politely refusing the offer of a chair (were they
trying to sabotage me?!), and left Four Points #2 feeling brand new.
Happy to see my crew at Four Points. |
Reaching the halfway
point of a race can go in various psychological directions. In an out-and-back,
the turnaround can evoke a positive feeling of “going home.” On a multiple
loop course, mileage is emphasized less than number of loops remaining, which
is often easier to grasp. When I power walked my way across the sprawling
orange “50” chalked across the road at Old Dominion, my thoughts briefly
swerved into dark and dangerous territory. I had to do that many miles all over
again?? But then I noticed that I had made it to the reverse side of my handy
cheat sheet and could “see” the finish, even if it was just a word on a sweaty,
laminated piece of paper stuffed into my pocket. The rest of the race suddenly
seemed tangible again.
My second low happened
somewhere between Edinburg Gap and Little Fort. Maybe it was the time of day or
my expanding blisters and ruined quads. It could’ve been the awkward leap-frogging
and subsequent forced conversations I found myself in when the introvert in me
(which is all of me) was desperate to be alone in the dark. Of course, I knew
what lay ahead.
Six weeks earlier
“What do you think? Should
we turn back?” I am paralyzed. There is no way I can keep going on this trail,
which moments ago merely ran parallel to the swiftly moving, boulder-filled
stream to our left, and had now BECOME the swiftly moving, boulder-filled
stream. No one had mentioned this in any of the race reports we read. But to
turn back would mean climbing and descending Veach and Sherman in reverse,
which would mean another, oh, four and a half hours out here. Nope. “Let’s keep
going. I’ll just have to use my hands.”
This is our idea of a day
trip. A 22-mile training loop that encompasses the notoriously difficult
section between Elizabeth Furnace and Veach West (roughly miles 75 to 86 of the
race), plus Mudhole Gap and a few road sections. We are aware that our legs are
fresh and the sun is up and we are not depleted from having run all day. We
know these miles will be exponentially harder during the race. I’m overwhelmed
and intimidated.
Nearly seven hours after
starting our adventure, we’ve finally circled back to Elizabeth Furnace, where
we collapse into the car. I devour a bagel sandwich and seriously consider
withdrawing from the race.
Before we knew what we were getting ourselves into. |
Six weeks later
They say ignorance is
bliss. They’re right. Sherman and Veach, Sherman and Veach… the names kept
looping through my head, taunting me like this was some cruel childhood game. Knowing
what was coming was unbearable. I couldn’t do it this time. I also knew no one
would let me quit just because I didn’t “feel like it.”
Shortly after 10 p.m., I
rolled into Elizabeth Furnace, downed a few swigs of black coffee, slurped some
chicken noodle soup (with a bonus potato at the bottom), gave my legs a quick
turn with The Stick, and was promptly nudged out of the aid station to the comforting
sound of claps and cheers. I had easily beaten the clock up to this point, now
it was time to conquer the course.
I felt like Frodo and Sam
trying to get into Mordor. For every few steps I stumbled up the mountain,
there seemed to be an opposing force pushing against me. I stopped several
times to hold onto a tree and wait for my pounding heart to calm down. Every
time I looked ahead to find the next orange glow stick, it seemed I was looking
at the sky until finally, FINALLY the ground levelled out. I wanted to cry.
I tiptoed down the other
side, kicking rocks with every step. Lightning flashed in the distance, and
moths flocked to my headlamp. The bandana that previously held ice was now a
mask to keep them from fluttering into my nose and ears. This was hell.
And then my feet touched
asphalt. I was halfway through the hardest part of the entire race. When I saw
the blue Christmas lights and heard the animated conversation, I wondered if I
was hallucinating. Did I smell grilled meat? I had reached the oasis of aid
stations. A Coke and a hotdog were all I needed to lift my spirits. I could do
this. I would do this. I could feel the finish line. (Man, it’s amazing
what a hit of sodium will do to improve things.) The bandana that previously served
as a moth mask was now being used to wipe hotdog grease from my face and hands.
After more tiptoeing and
cursing up and over the mountain, I was elated to find that the raging river of
our training run was just a regular stream again. I cruised into the Veach West
aid station, where I was greeted with bacon and coffee. And most importantly, no
more trails! My family updated me on Johnny’s progress: although chafed and
grumpy, he was doing well and was on track to finish under 24 hours. Yessss! I
swapped my shoes one last time, still while balancing on one foot, no chair for
me thankyouverymuch. I grabbed a cold pierogi for the road and set out for the final
hilly-but-runnable chunk of Old Dominion.
Alone with my thoughts in
the hours just before dawn, I listened to the frogs and the incessant song of
the whippoorwill. My favorite time of day had arrived once again since I had
started this journey, and I was still out there, moving forward. I hadn’t slept
or sat down in over 24 hours, and my feet and quads were on fire, but the promise
of another sunrise would keep me going. I wanted so badly to fly down Woodstock
Tower Road, but my body wouldn’t let me, and I could manage no more than a few running
steps at a time. It didn’t matter though; I would get there under 28 hours even
if I strolled the rest of the way.
I heard my husband before
I saw him. It was the sound of my name, slightly slurred and with the accent on
the second syllable, his signature catcall for me during a race. I smiled when
I saw him, but oh, how I wanted to stop there. I whined briefly, tossed him my
headlamp, and marched on. Three more little miles through town, and I would be
finished.
Back around the track, but this time there was no music and no other runners. Mike and Johnny watched quietly while Cyndi somehow had enough energy left to call out a “Go, Bets!” every few seconds. A man recorded my time as I shuffled underneath the banner, and a handful of onlookers cheered from the bleachers. It took me nearly 27 hours to get there, but it was over way too soon.
Back around the track, but this time there was no music and no other runners. Mike and Johnny watched quietly while Cyndi somehow had enough energy left to call out a “Go, Bets!” every few seconds. A man recorded my time as I shuffled underneath the banner, and a handful of onlookers cheered from the bleachers. It took me nearly 27 hours to get there, but it was over way too soon.
We hobbled to the parking
lot (well, two of us hobbled, the other two just walked) and celebrated for
about five minutes before my sleep-deprived brother and sister-in-law got on
whichever road was the most direct route to Starbucks. Back at our hotel, I showered,
briefly examined the blisters that had formed on almost every toe, and spent about
half an hour struggling through the act of getting dressed before it was time
for the post-race banquet.
A cool breeze swirled
through the open hall, rustling the fresh flowers arranged on every table. Those
of us who had only recently crossed the finish line enjoyed the luxury of our
chairs and rested our heads on the tables while others had obviously finished
early enough to get in a decent nap. We indulged in bacon, eggs, sausage gravy,
biscuits, fruit, bagels, and every pancake topping imaginable before Ray and
his wife and co-director, Wynne Botts Waldron, along with race founder, Pat Botts, began the
awards ceremony.
Every finisher was given
the chance to share his or her experience, and the sub-24 hour runners were
presented with their buckles. I was too tired and unprepared to muster up more
than a single sentence about Old Dominion being my and Johnny’s first hundred,
and how glad I was that we had chosen this one. Oh, but the words would come
later. At that moment, I was simply happy for this extension of the celebration
before we all went our separate ways.
It’s been a month, and
Johnny and I are still finding new things Old Dominion-related to talk about.
We’ve posted repeatedly on social media and were interviewed on a podcast. We’re
still answering questions from friends and family who are in disbelief that we
took on such a feat. Why was our experience so magical? Was it simply because
it was our first and we shared it together? That’s a huge part of it, but I
know it’s mostly the race itself. We chose a well-organized, old-school,
low-key, challenging event, and while we’ll never recreate our 2019 Old
Dominion journey, we are already planning to return and conquer the clock and
the course once again.
A classic Old Dominion view. Photo by Karsten Brown. |
Beautiful narrative
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